What part of day off did I miss?
Please don't ask me why...but even tho' it is my day off...I can't seem to get it together.What part of 'day off' am I not understanding?
Is it the DAY or Is it the OFF... what happened to this particularly disappointing day?
Even making my own breakfast seemed to defy the "day off" status.
All day it seemed like I was waiting for the great "aha" moment; but if it came, would I recognize it as such?
By 2:00 p.m. I almost went into panic mode as I saw my 'day off ' slipping away.
By 5:00 p.m. I was mentally recalculating that I hardly had twelve hours left before I'd hear the alarm
sounding...signifying my eight hour work day was soon to commence.
"What's wrong with me?" I wailed inwardly to myself. Even I tho't that I seemed to be difficult to get along with!
Was my expectations of how much I would accomplish too high?
Was my desire to do nothing fighting with my 'to do' list?
Was I just missing the usual structure of a work day?
Maybe I was just too 'strung out' over some family dynamics that I couldn't solve even if I drove the 6 hours to be personally with them.
Ever had a day off like this? Whew! I am envisionig a great show of hands! I feel better already!
Thank you!
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